HI there~ i don't know how destiny worked but it has indeed brought you into this tiny space. i am truly honoured that you have spent a fraction of your time to check my page. thank you very much.






look at them, they are staring

and they whisper...


this little world is a combination of me and my creations. written entries that i find too personal to share with random people are f-locked but! everyone is free and hugely encouraged to read my fan fiction. they are archived here: Fan Fic Archive

most of my fictions are centered around the guys of the bands Alice Nine or the GazettE (they are my favourite muses though i'd like to experiment too in the near future) and since i am writing about real people, i disclaim all the owners of the names that can be found included in my works. i do not own them for they are the only ones who own themselves (i own the plot though), they are not associated to me in kind of any way, and whatever you read in my fanfic collection are purely fictional.

lastly, you are allowed to add me as a friend for whatever reason you can find. i don't bite and i love making new friends, especially those who have the same interests as me.

it sounds silly when you say it aloud
but try it when the room echoes with space,
that same kind of foolishness would then be drowned
in the reality of your own melancholy.















go and figure it out.

Who on earth wants to end up in a situation like this? Definitely not me. Nu uh. *shakes head*
And fuck the internet for being so slow.

anyway....


happy happy birthday my dear Raz!

sorry, i don't have load to greet you properly.
i don't know if you'd be able to see this but... anyway, just wanted to greet you dear. =p

Title: Bubog
Chapters: 1/1
Author: mxtrxofsomer
Genre: general drama
Band(s): Alice Nine
Pairing: Tora x Shou
Rating: R
Warnings: not much
Synopsis: “Ang sakit mo talaga manapak”
Notes: before you click on the link, I want you to know that this fic is written in my native language. I have wanted to do this sort of stuff for a very long time and now is my chance. Before I posted this, I made sure that I've read all the rules of the community and they are allowing fics in every language. So! Sa mga nakakaintindi nito, inaanyayahan ko kayong basahin ang maikling akdang ito. Alam kong bihirang bihira ang mga ganitong pagkakataon at marahil halos lahat sa atin ay hindi sanay pero sana subukan ninyo~~~


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( Tsk, nakakatawa naman, matauhan pala ah. )

i wanna take this opportunity too, to apologize to everyone i have been ignoring because of my fucked-up life that i couldn't seem to bring back to normal. i know i've been missing a lot of things, especially lj and everyone on it but the world is moving and it has left me behind. i dunno where to start again.

to rin, especially, i owe you a lot of things and fics that i needed to help you with so i am sorry cus i haven't been checking this place for a veeeeeery looooong time and i am so goddamn lazy too, to catch up. but i hope i get past this stage of my life and get to you soon.

to my beloved junkos, i'm sorry for taking you for granted these days. i'm not exactly sure what is wrong with me but i do miss you a lot! i hope i'll have the time and enough willingness and resources too (cus that's very important >_<) so that i'd be able to spend some time with you again guys... i miss you, really.

SAME to everyone, if there are still some people reading my very lonely entries. I MISS YOU ALL so very much! I hope to be there for you soon (again). *sighs*

take care! everyone's catching diseases these days (me included) so take care of yourselves kei?

*huggles*

curse you goddamn internet for fucking my baby's birthday yesterday so!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY Birthday to my dear beloved baby... SHOU~ (belated, hunny cus... life sucks that way) *murders everyone responsible for the lack of decent internet yesterday.

so... yea, it's late but i celebrated yesterday with my very cute roommie urie and i bought cakes and we watched some lives and i blabbered about SHOU to her until i think she was pretty tired of listening, (sorry dear but it was SHOU's birthday yesterday so i had good reason).

our late-night celebration:



eating cake in front of SHOU's pikku. (desperate right?) xDDD


again, happy happy birthday SHOU. i loooove you so veery much for the many reasons that you don't know but i wish that in time you would. i'll be cheering on you from here but hopefully, i'll see you soon. xD *glompifies* chuuuuu~~~ \^3^/