HI there~ i don't know how destiny worked but it has indeed brought you into this tiny space. i am truly honoured that you have spent a fraction of your time to check my page. thank you very much.






look at them, they are staring

and they whisper...


this little world is a combination of me and my creations. written entries that i find too personal to share with random people are f-locked but! everyone is free and hugely encouraged to read my fan fiction. they are archived here: Fan Fic Archive

most of my fictions are centered around the guys of the bands Alice Nine or the GazettE (they are my favourite muses though i'd like to experiment too in the near future) and since i am writing about real people, i disclaim all the owners of the names that can be found included in my works. i do not own them for they are the only ones who own themselves (i own the plot though), they are not associated to me in kind of any way, and whatever you read in my fanfic collection are purely fictional.

lastly, you are allowed to add me as a friend for whatever reason you can find. i don't bite and i love making new friends, especially those who have the same interests as me.

i wanna take this opportunity too, to apologize to everyone i have been ignoring because of my fucked-up life that i couldn't seem to bring back to normal. i know i've been missing a lot of things, especially lj and everyone on it but the world is moving and it has left me behind. i dunno where to start again.

to rin, especially, i owe you a lot of things and fics that i needed to help you with so i am sorry cus i haven't been checking this place for a veeeeeery looooong time and i am so goddamn lazy too, to catch up. but i hope i get past this stage of my life and get to you soon.

to my beloved junkos, i'm sorry for taking you for granted these days. i'm not exactly sure what is wrong with me but i do miss you a lot! i hope i'll have the time and enough willingness and resources too (cus that's very important >_<) so that i'd be able to spend some time with you again guys... i miss you, really.

SAME to everyone, if there are still some people reading my very lonely entries. I MISS YOU ALL so very much! I hope to be there for you soon (again). *sighs*

take care! everyone's catching diseases these days (me included) so take care of yourselves kei?

*huggles*

curse you goddamn internet for fucking my baby's birthday yesterday so!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY Birthday to my dear beloved baby... SHOU~ (belated, hunny cus... life sucks that way) *murders everyone responsible for the lack of decent internet yesterday.

so... yea, it's late but i celebrated yesterday with my very cute roommie urie and i bought cakes and we watched some lives and i blabbered about SHOU to her until i think she was pretty tired of listening, (sorry dear but it was SHOU's birthday yesterday so i had good reason).

our late-night celebration:



eating cake in front of SHOU's pikku. (desperate right?) xDDD


again, happy happy birthday SHOU. i loooove you so veery much for the many reasons that you don't know but i wish that in time you would. i'll be cheering on you from here but hopefully, i'll see you soon. xD *glompifies* chuuuuu~~~ \^3^/

Title: Thirty-three Minutes of Candy Carousel
Chapters: 1/1
Author: mxtrxofsomer
Genre: fluff (maybe?), angst (yes?)
Band(s): the GazettE, Alice Nine
Pairing: Aoi x Shou
Rating: PG13
Warnings: randomness coming through
Synopsis: ”So now I’ll send you a song.”
Notes: happy birthday to SHOU (belated cus dorm internet sucks). i-We love love you so much~ always.


( Dakara ima uta o okurou )

Title: Vacuum
Chapters: 1/1
Author: mxtrxofsomer
Genre: fluff? drama? (perhaps?)
Band(s): Alice Nine
Pairing: Saga x Nao
Rating: PG13
Warnings: Nothing much.
Synopsis: “We live today and now is our forever”
Notes: inspired by rheakurokawa’s picture prompt (yes I know, long overdue), only posted now. had too many versions of the same concept but this seemed the most tolerable. Thank you so much for the inspiration.



( the emptiness of space )

because i was tagged by sazeixrinshou and i love her too much to let this escape, i'm doing it now. after erm, i dunno how long.
she gave me SHOU ohohoho~~~ you don't have any idea how much i am happy because of that. lulz.

1. Do you like this person?
no. isn't it obvious? i got manic-obsessive- SHOUphilia! duh???

2. How do you call this person?
SHOU-baby, BB, meh bb, baby! SHOU, princess, SHOUSHOUSHOUSHOUSHOUSHOUSHOUSHOU~~~!

3. Which color do you associate with this person?
purrrple! ohohohoerm~ ghei.

5. Looking at his/her character, what blood type do you think he/she has?
it says O so... me won't argue anymore

6. What do you want to tell that person?
i am in love with you! lol srsly... i want to tell him many things but i guess this wouldn't be enough for that. i'll just go fanmail him one time

7. What do you want to do with this person: hug, kiss or shake hands?
hug and tell him loads and loads of stuff. i wanna talk to him personally. harassment included *gets shot by tora*

8. Pick five of your friends and pick one person for them:
can i not tag anyone? if someone wants to do this, i give you:
*drumroll* hiropppon of alice nine~~~ ^^

Title: Their Tale
Chapters: 1/1
Author: mxtrxofsomer
Genre: fluff? romance? angst?
Band(s): Alice Nine
Pairing: Tora x Shou
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: not much
Synopsis: “it’s right in front of their faces, but when?”
Notes: a collection of 100-word-drabbles that I did in between writing my research papers. I was too busy so I couldn’t write longer ones. This is a comeback gift for all of you~ *huggles all*

( but before that happens )